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04.10.06

sometimes you surprise yourself

a. The Internet Theory & Research seminar requires each student to lead a full session of the class. Which means two and a half hours. Typically, students end up guiding the discussion along through pre-assigned readings.
b. Today was Blogs and Wikis Day. I ended up tinkering with the reading list with my professor, and we ended up with:

c. Even though I submitted the readings last Tuesday, for whatever reason they weren't made available to the rest of the class on our WebCT site until this morning. Which meant that nobody was prepared to discuss them at 3 this afternoon.
d. So I lectured for nearly two hours on various aspects of blogs as well as attendant research issues and approaches. I had prepared notes on the readings, but left them at my desk when I moved up to the podium. It turned out I didn't need them. We stayed on track and when people were able to participate they did so. My professor offered a lot of helpful commentary as we went along. Eventually we did some in-class exercises to wrap up the session. (Meaning we worked on analysis of Feministe, Dooce, and The Valve.)
e. I had absolutely no idea I could do that for that length of time in front of a graduate crowd.
f. But it feels really good to find out that I can.
g. Of course, it makes all the difference to have a subject that you’ve been thinking about for several years and a very supportive crowd to work in front of.

Comments

Completely unsurprising. You've been doing smart work and thinking about this stuff for quite a while now.

Still, I know what you mean. I still remember the first times where I felt like I had to carry a 3-hour class, and I remember arriving at the end of the session with even more to say. And it is a great feeling. Congrats!!

cgb

It really does feel good, doesn't it? I did a 20 minute impromptu lecture on Victorian orgasms in response to a student question the other day. That felt, um, weird.