sometimes you surprise yourself
a. The Internet Theory & Research seminar requires each student to lead a full session of the class. Which means two and a half hours. Typically, students end up guiding the discussion along through pre-assigned readings.
b. Today was Blogs and Wikis Day. I ended up tinkering with the reading list with my professor, and we ended up with:
- O’Reilly, Tim. What is Web 2.0?
- Anderson, Chris. The Long Tail.
- Miller, Carolyn, and Dawn Shepherd. Blogging as Social Action: A Genre Analysis of the Weblog
- Efimova, Lilia, and Stephanie Hendrick. In search for a virtual settlement: An exploration of weblog community boundaries.
- Bryant, Susan, et al. Becoming Wikipedian: Transformation of Participation in a Collaborative Online Encyclopedia.
- Stvilia, Besiki, et al. Information Quality Discussions in Wikipedia.
d. So I lectured for nearly two hours on various aspects of blogs as well as attendant research issues and approaches. I had prepared notes on the readings, but left them at my desk when I moved up to the podium. It turned out I didn't need them. We stayed on track and when people were able to participate they did so. My professor offered a lot of helpful commentary as we went along. Eventually we did some in-class exercises to wrap up the session. (Meaning we worked on analysis of Feministe, Dooce, and The Valve.)
e. I had absolutely no idea I could do that for that length of time in front of a graduate crowd.
f. But it feels really good to find out that I can.
g. Of course, it makes all the difference to have a subject that you’ve been thinking about for several years and a very supportive crowd to work in front of.

Comments
Completely unsurprising. You've been doing smart work and thinking about this stuff for quite a while now.
Still, I know what you mean. I still remember the first times where I felt like I had to carry a 3-hour class, and I remember arriving at the end of the session with even more to say. And it is a great feeling. Congrats!!
cgb
Posted by: collin | April 10, 2006 11:55 PM
It really does feel good, doesn't it? I did a 20 minute impromptu lecture on Victorian orgasms in response to a student question the other day. That felt, um, weird.
Posted by: Scott | April 11, 2006 9:07 AM